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Александр | Date: Вторник, 2006-04-04, 2:29 AM | Message # 1 |
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| BLOODLINE FAITH HEALER (Harvey / McKenna) If your body's feeling bad And it's the only one you have You want to take away the pain Go out walking in the rain Watch the flowers go to bed Ask the man inside your head Your spirit never has to grieve All you've got to do's believe The faith healer, the faith healer All you've got to do is feel Your body's going to start to heal Fingertips of holy fire Everlasting sweet desire It don't matter what the doctors say Healer man, sail away Immortality for two Miracles will come to you The faith healer, the faith healer Can I put my hands on you Faith and hope and charity Simple relativity He can make you understand Calm enough to take his hand Remember when somebody said Ask the man inside your head Fingertips and holy fire Everlasting sweet desire The faith healer, the faith healer Can I put my hands on you The faith healer, the faith healer ELECTRO BLUES FOR BUKKA WHITE (Wilder / White) The lyrics to this track originate from the song 'Shake 'Em On Down' by Bukka White and, unfortunately, seem to be unavailable from Sonet Publishing. The actual words are as indecipherable to us as they probably are to you. The following 2 versions have been submitted by Ilja Judeikin. He makes the point of mentioning that Bukka White, like many other true blues men, never sang the same lyrics twice. ver1 Get your nightcap mama, and your gown Little before day we gonna shake 'em on down Must I holler, Ah, must I shake 'em on down I done stop hollerin', I done stop hollerin' Must I shake 'em on down Baby got somethin' I don't know what it is Made me drunker than a whiskey still Done stop hollerin', Ah, must I shake 'em on down I done stop hollerin', ooh, must I holler Ah, must I shake 'em on down Late last night baby I come knocked on your door I heard him when he told you to tell me you didn't want me no more Done stop hollerin', Ah, must I shake 'em on down I done stop hollerin' I done stop hollerin' Must I shake 'em on down ver2 Take off your nightshirt mama, and your gown Maybe 'fore day we're gonna shake 'em on down Bukka's stopped hollerin' Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down Too much of jelly to be throwed away Save this jelly for some old rainy day Bukka's stopped hollerin' Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down Fix my supper and let me go to bed This white light'nin' done gone to my head Must I holler, Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down Ain't been in Georgia but I've been told Georgia women got the best jellyroll Bukka's stopped hollerin' Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down See, see, mama what you gone done Made me love you now your man done come Bukka's stopped hollerin' Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down Baby got somethin' I don't know what it is Made me drunker than a whiskey still Bukka's stopped hollerin' Oh, must I shake 'em on down I done stopped hollerin' mama Must I shake 'em on down EDGE TO LIFE (Wilder / Halliday) I'm not waiting for a king to rule my mind or anything I don't need your band of gold to take me where I need to go There's an edge to life that will cut you like a knife when you lay your head down. There's a castle of sand that gets kicked in your face to see how easily you'd fall from grace. There's a piece of dust that crumbles in your hand if you decide to lose control. No one can escape when you find out they're fake and you want to take the whole lot down. A simple man Well he could do more But you can only see the traces that have gone before There's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow if you walk the white line. There's a piece of dust that crumbles in your hand if you decide to lose control. There's a castle of sand that gets kicked in your face to see how easily you'd fall from grace. Yes, there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. There's an edge to life that will cut you like a knife when you lay your head down. You know you can't escape when you find out they're fake and you want to take the whole lot down. There's no truth in the lie that only angels cry when everybody knows we're all born to die. There's an edge to life that will cut you like a knife. I miss you There's no power that is such a thrill that can make a man or anything. I miss you CURSE (Wilder / Hall) Lord help me to believe, I've got a need Killed by the world I'm filled full of greed Deaf to the touch of a human hand Can't stand beaten down by a broken old man Broken men fill a city full of sadness Broken limbs fill a body full of badness I need a need other than the sting of sin I need a sweet kiss to syncopate the rut I'm in I've got a lover, she clothes me in another A bad thing to bring to sacrifice under the covers She said, could all that red come from inside of me Like something living made a decision to cease to be Life isn't like that, life isn't like this I have a need to know what it is Have you stopped to see what it is to be free How the world has become a giant shopping spree Lord help me to believe how the world has changed If it happens enough, does it seem the same If it happens to me over and over again Will I cease to feel all the pain I'm in Will I cease to feel, will I start to believe Will I need nothing more than the air that I breathe Well why waste breathing on a living death Why even bother with another breath Why believe, why care, why even fucking feel Why try to see beyond the evening meal They tell me four billion people are alive today but they say that life is sacred anyway But then to see it, no one seems to be living Oh lord what is it that we're giving You're blind, you're blind, you're blind from the facts You're blind, you're blind, you're blind from the facts You're blind, you're blind, you're blind from the facts You're blind, blind from the facts I felt life like a kiss in the morning I heard love like a rainstorm on top of an awning But then I left home to spend the night alone And then I saw a man asleep on the cold stone Was he asleep, maybe dead, maybe dying I saw in heaven all the angels were crying I saw myself as I just walked by I saw another as he turned a blind eye I saw another as he kicked the man And that his friends all laughed and didn't take a stand I burned inside, put my hand through a wall I cursed the world that there is suffering and cruelty at all I cursed myself that there is suffering and cruelty in me That though my eyes have sight they're too full to see BLOODLINE (Wilder / Halliday) Come on, the night is young Seek me out because I'm ready to get stung So long, so long, feed me Come on, show me come on, need me Come on, show me the way Come on, need me in that way so long You just never ever get what you want You just never ever get what you need Come on, you deserve me Come on, it's the thought of you in my veins Come on, show me the way Come on, show me the feeling so long You just never ever get what you want You just never ever get what you need That this would be life, like a job and a wife Like a car and a house and a garden and a knife Is it freedom to choose what is not a choice or is it freedom to silence what is not a voice Is it freedom to have one belief or do you choose to live a life full of grief I can't choose what I can't believe that the way of life is to live and grieve Cause I see living as a place in the sun and the world as a place for a kingdom to come
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Александр | Date: Среда, 2006-04-05, 2:40 PM | Message # 2 |
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| Unsound Methods INCUBUS (Wilder / McCarthy / Copolla) Every time I think I'm gonna wake up back in the jungle Every minute I stay in this room I get weaker Each time I looked around the walls moved in a little tighter I've never seen a man so broken up ripped apart They say my name is death I've never seen a man so broken up ripped apart But I'm alive, I am alive I've never seen a man so broken up ripped apart I am born ten thousand times I've never seen a man so broken up ripped apart Ten thousand ways, I'm alive I am the shadow I am the evening come I am your greatest fear Your greatest love Born in ten thousand ways for each and every day I am alive I am the victim of lying morality and so, I am beyond caring I am born ten thousand times in ten thousand ways My head swims in spoilt mothers milk I am too alive There are too many of me, too many to kill They're in my head They know my name My name is death but I am alive, I am alive DRIFTING (Wilder / Lynch) With your wild, call the pace Taste the tracks of the waste With your wild, with your sweet With your cold black-eyed teeth I close my eyes and I pray, yes I pray Let it slide, let it slide Ignore me and everything I've done For I am stupid, I am poison I take this one and I taste the tracks I taste the tracks of the waste in my head and you face me instead I must be drifting somewhere I held in my hand but it's hard, so hard to see reason The burning is here, is only here to follow through But here it is harder than a screaming fist and I hate it It's dark behind your smile and I can follow through Let it slide, let it slide Ignore me and everything I've done For words, like bullets they know when to come And taste the tracks, and taste the tracks Of the waste in my head and you face me instead Well ignore me and everything I said For I am stupid, I am poison. I held in my hand but it's hard, so hard to see reason It's dark behind your smile and I can follow through I close my eyes and I pray, yes I pray With your wild, call the pace Taste the track of the waste With your wild, with your sweet With your cold black-eyed teeth LUSCIOUS APPARATUS (Wilder / Estep) Carla was on her break from the graveyard shift at the mayonnaise factory She sat at a teetering picnic table, there was a toxic orange moon and it was slightly cold Carla took out her knife and began etching random words into the table's surface Then, she thought of her co-worker Jack Carla liked to think of Jack as a luscious apparatus He was meaty but graceful His flesh seemed folded onto his body like a suit made of meat Carla started to think of Jack as a luscious apparatus in a meat suit Thinking this gave Carla a dreamy smile Her mouth was small to begin with but dreaming made it even smaller That's just how some people are, their mouths get smaller with dreams Carla's small mouth was dreaming as her knife began carving a poem into the table I like hot voids, smooth pants, lazy beds in the rain I like tongue petals, lather, a blistering sun but what I like best is the worship of a luscious apparatus When Carla was done carving she went back to her work station and scooped shiny white goop into jars That's just how some people are, their mouths get smaller with dreaming The next day Jack took his own 1am lunch break at the same picnic table He noticed the poem carved into the wood Although he didn't know who had written it, he coincidentally thought 'Luscious Apparatus' aptly described him So he took out his own knife and wrote 'luscious apparatus was here' After a few days both Jack and Carla happened to sit at the picnic table at the same time They both started to look at the things carved in the table Then they looked at each other They knew who each other was Carla's mouth got small and dreamy, Jack's eyes got round and hot When they got done with the graveyard shift They went back to Jack's apartment and had sex Wordless sex, slow sex, fast sex, talking sex Sex like animals have, sex like boys have, sex like girls have Sex upside down, sex inside out Sex with grins, sex with tears Sex, sex, sex Then she noticed the knife by the side of Jack's bed Jack picked the knife up And Carla knew at once that Jack's wounds were from carving himself Jack was trying to carve poems into himself and now he wanted to carve some in her This was where she drew the line She'd have any kind of sex but not with a knife When Carla refused to let Jack carve her up, Jack felt cheated and misled He felt that by carving a poem in the table Carla had been begging to be carved upon Carla didn't see it that way at all She got up and started putting on her clothes Jack went nuts, he was coming at her with a knife Carla was scared, Carla was shaking and sweating Then, because she was small and could move fast she ducked and Jack tripped and fell and impaled himself in the arm with his own knife He howled and howled and Carla got the hell out of there fast Carla didn't think of Jack as a luscious apparatus after that STALKER (Wilder / McCarthy) I can make a perfect picture from a voice Her serenity oozed into my ear It didn't take long for her to know me and I knew it felt good Pick me up and use me Pick me up and use me she was saying You are nothing You are nothing without me You are nothing You are nothing without me If I am taken, you think that you can live again But you are nothing You are nothing without me You know I'm here for you, right here for you See I am the punished one She, she took all the glory She took everything, everything I had to give Sucking it out of me But I am always gonna be here because I am the punished one She took everything, She took all the glory, everything I had to give Sucking it out of me You are nothing You are nothing without me You are nothing You are nothing without me If I am taken, you think that you can live again But you are nothing You are nothing without me Without me, you're nothing RED RIVER CARGO (Wilder / Dorsey) Lead me on through the night Take my hand, precious Lord And lead me home Take my hand, precious Lord Lead me on through the night Take my hand, precious Lord And lead me home CONTROL FREAK (Wilder / Estep) A girl who can't shake off the smell of a man she met but didn't know well She thinks she feels him in her skin She thinks she sees his sideways grin She sees him on the street by chance Follows him as if entranced Gets on a train that he gets on A girl like this she is possessed She sits two seats behind his own, can hear him sigh, a little moan She wonders what he's thinking of as he removes his right hand glove She notices his hand is strange as if the bones were rearranged She thinks of what she'll say to him She hears it playing deep within You're all I need to get high The man jumps to his feet just then Slips out the train and round a bend She almost loses sight of him Shuts her eyes, thinks of his skin She catches up just as he goes into a bar and down below to where cases of wine are stacked There is no light, it's nearly black You're all I need to get high He turns around to face her then his right hand seems to claw the air She doesn't know why she came here She doesn't know what possessed her Sweat's running down her spine But then he breaks into a smile that lights up his whole face And then he starts to laugh and laugh and laugh, And then he says "I've thought about you since that day we met but barely spoke" They start to kiss He rubs his hand inside her tight's inner band She shivers up against him hard She reaches inside of him far But then she stops, she pulls away She starts to go and he tells her "stay" But she walks determined up the stairs She sways a bit, she flaunts her wares She's got him where she wants him now She knows he'll follow hard and how anything she says will go Any yes she'll turn to no He follows her outside and says "Hey wait, don't go, stay here" She turns around and sneers at him and walks away for days MISSING PIECE (Wilder / Lynch) I wanna write myself on the walls of your heart Because the knot that holds us altogether throws us all apart I'm gonna stop myself before I say something true Because the answers that roll from my tongue are nothing to do with you And I hold a piece up to the light Hold a piece up to my eye Found a missing piece from my set Found a person I'd not met Hold a piece up to the light Hold a piece up to my eye Found a missing piece from my set Found a person I'd not met Sometimes is a lonely place So tow me over to the light, The sound, the sound it is in sight Found my heart was contained within a cell Found my heart in this tuck-a-way-me world I hold a piece up to the light Hold a piece up to my eye Found a missing piece from my set Found a person I'd not met Sometimes is a lonely place Sometimes I held the missing piece LAST BREATH (Wilder /E. Gold / P. Boone) There's a song that tells you about the sounds you hear in the night The animals crying because they're hungry and the child crying at night because he's hungry and lonely So take my hand And walk this land with me And walk this lovely land with me
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Александр | Date: Среда, 2006-04-05, 3:13 PM | Message # 3 |
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| Liquid Black Box (part1) The weather was absolutely perfect on this morning, so we could see everything very clearly. You knew that there had been a terrible eruption but you couldn't see any machinery, you just see this collapsing ice. When we got closer, the pilot said there was something on the radar that he hadn't seen the day before. Then we saw for the first time what had happened in the crater. We saw nothing but black ice, covered with ash and then water with floating ice blocks and ash at the bottom. We only got a very brief glimpse but you really felt you were seeing something nobody had seen before. I got really afraid, My heart missed a beat. I felt this had already happened but I was about to see it again.... Want Want I want to know how it will end. I want to be sure of what it will cost. I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me. I want you to call me on your drug phone. I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later. I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire. I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win. I want the name of the ruiner. I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn. I want you to know that being kind is overrated. I want to write my secret across your sky. I want to watch you lose control. I want to watch you lose. I want to know exactly what it's going to take. I want to see you insert yourself into glory. I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been. I want you to watch when I go down in flames. I want a list of atrocities done in your name. I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer. I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open. I want to taste my own kind. I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side. I want you to come on strong. I want to leave you out in the cold. I want the exact same thing but different. I want some soft drugs...some soft, soft drugs. I want to throw you. I want you to know I know. I want to know if you read me. I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit. I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do. I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted. I want a controlling interest. I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die. I want to be your secret hater. I want to stop destroying you but I can't. And I want and I want and I want and I will always be hungry. And I want and I want and I want. Jezebel Well stop, great God, stop there and listen, listen to the story ‘bout Jezebel. Her sins were so wicked Jehovah got angry, her soul went leapin’ and jumpin’ into Hell. Way back yonder in the olden days, John told Jezebel to borrow her ways, said her evil deeds had ruined the land and repent for the kingdom of God was at hand. She got mad at John ‘cause he told her ‘bout the gospel, told her servants to boil him in oil. Well they tell me God looked from the windows of the heavens, spoke one word and the oil wouldn’t boil. He raised his hand, creation trembled, stamped his feet and time stood still, raised his voice, looked down and thundered "John! Go do my will." You got to go to judgment, stand trial.Then they tell me John moved through the power of the gospel, told Jezebel her time was nigh. On the book of life, her days were ended, her time run out and she had to die. Well they tell me God walked his footsteps thunderin’, he moved his head and his eyes flashed fire, clapped his hands and death come jumpin’, Jehovah was angry, somebody had to die. You got to go to judgment, stand trial. Then Death come knockin’ on Jezebel’s door and said "Come on woman ain’t you ready to go? Of your evil deeds God’s done got tired, you got to go to judgment, stand trial." Then Death come leapin’ she jumped into Hell, great God Almighty I heard them tell. Nine days she lay in Jerusalem’s streets, her flesh was too filthy for the dogs to eat. You got to go to judgment, stand trial. "Jezebel, mind God’s talking, says he’s tired of your evil ways. You got to go to judgment, stand trial." Breath Control Who wouldn't want a good girl, a soft hand, a gentle woman for a gentleman? He said, "It's been fine so far but after a while I want more than a soft style. I want some slashes to go with those long eyelashes." And so the bedroom became the black room but a year later he wanted something more, something I wasn't quite prepared for. He said, "Every woman has an itch and every nice girl secretly wants to switch. I like how the skins look on your white hands. I'd like you to deliver one of my demands." He said, "Every woman has an itch and every nice girl wants to switch." He led me in and lit the room with a hundred candles and said "God never gives you more than you can handle." I sat astride his chest, "It's just a thrill," he said, as he relaxed on the dark, dark bed, "it's just breath control." He whispered "Hold me here" and I did and his head fell back. He whispered "Press harder" and I did and his eyes rolled back. It's just breath control. Just breath control. I saw him go pale. I saw him seize up, I felt something creep up like a taste for this. Like a reward. A kind of love, a kind of lustmord. It was a minute then three then five then ten, he wasn't coming up again. I held on for twelve. I saw him seize and thrash and twist and when he was still, I lifted away my wrists and looked at my hands and tried to understand. "It's just a thrill" I said as he relaxed on the dark, dark bed. I sat aside his chest, "It's just a thrill," he said, "just a thrill. It's just breath control." When it was over, I slipped off the skins and drowned them in the river where we used to swim and a year later in a shop, I was stopped by a man. He said, "I know you're looking for something that's hard to find and I think I have what you have in mind." And he led me to a glass case and looked deep into my face.... "It's just control." Last Call For Liquid Courage Sip still, gotta be enough. Wide palms slap skin, let the hitting begin! A done deal. Discarded piles of dignity. Another anonymous evening of Absolut flesh. And tonight, it’s got to be enough. It’s got to be enough. Sip another swig, let the night fill you. Stranger pour into you. Peel back what binds you, make you strong! And it’s ok, mostly. Today is tonight and tonight’s enough. Swallow still some sips, Hootchie mamma you is! Him hot for poker bid. Stuck his two cents in you. Done did make bid for next time but....there’s always a but at the end of nights like this. It’s got to be enough. Hip, hand, thigh, back, calf, arm, ass, cheek, teeth, knee, heel, neck, elbow, ear, tongue, shoulder.ou thinking it is 4am. Baby damn! What I gotta buy is all for a little pseudoaffectionado. A purry dreamic plead. Wanna lick it up? Quiz over every curve you got. Furry tongue making brown liquid slot. Enough tonight. You finally had enough. You had enough. Had enough? Enough!
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| Strange Hours I’m gonna walk on up to heaven, I’m sure you’ll see me there. Might be the last dead man to make it, Hell yes, I know that I’ll get there. I will be wearing clothes of fire but I’m sure you’ll see me there. I’m gonna crawl on up to heaven. I may be trailing you in ashes but you know that I'll be there. I will find you there. ' He kept strange hours, locked himself away in his room before being seen shouting at the window. And, he had murdered his fiance - he sacrificed her for the purity of all mankind. Vertigen Aquell mati em vaig llevar, no recordo on ni tan sols el temps que fa, i tot havia canviat. Pero jo no ho sabia, encara, i mes m'hagues valgut no saber-ho mai. El meu mon era petit, pero suficient, abans. Deixa de ser-ho. La meva vida, un cel particular, nul.la incertesa, dolca soledat; mes tard, cau soterrat, previsibilitat maleida, asfixiant aillament. Mai res no m'havia fet tanta falta. Ni la sang que per les venes em corre no necessitava amb la mateixa urgencia. Mentre el dolor creixia, de sobte, aquell soroll estrepitos, insuportable. Cridant, plorant, vaig correr. Era incapac de sentir els meus crits, de segur esgarrifosos. De sobte, l'abisme s'obri sota els meus peus. Morir, volia. Recuperar el meu cau, la meva estimada soledat, els meus llimbs, la meva preuada illa. I vaig caure. Queia, sentint- me cada vegada mes prop d'aquell horror, del meu propi dolor, del mes terrorific despertar dels meus sentits, tot just acabat de descobrir. Ja no recordo quan va ser que vaig despertar aquell fatidic mati, aleshores salvador. No recordo quan fa que estic caient, que caic, veient la fi mes propera cada vegada pero amb la incertesa de si mai arribara. Ara el dolor sembla no tenir limits. El dolor i la por son tot el que sento. Tinc por de caure per sempre. Supreme Supreme talks about his baby's mother like a whore. Sweet 16 she is, with future uncertain, love incomplete. Soapy days for Jr. and she. At 3, Supreme comes to give his boy a pat and a pound, put his hoodie on the couch, his Timberlands up on the chair so his bitch can bring him a beer. ' So, this is the Nuclear family? Mommy, baby... and Daddy makes a mess of his baby's mother's hair as they fuck 'til her mother comes in from work. She's playing house, he's playing man and Jr. is the only one who accepts he's just a child. Wild nights she had with a swish of her stuff, knocked up to a waddle, a baby carriage bustle and still gets her play. But her dream is true romance...well sorta, everyday from 3 to 6. Supreme leaves out before Mommy comes kick his lazy narrow behind back onto the street. He's not a corner boy. The bodega in the 40's is midblock where bullets flock, no names engraved and he may be next. Shielded by the patron saint of the brothers. Being there is all there is. Living lovely without turning the corner, reaching for a swig brings sweat to his brow and shit to his mouth, dispelling knowledge on the stuffs, the pleasing things the baby's mother do, dousing the sidewalk with wretch of a boy/man, breaking Friday night to seek man/hood in a paper bag. Says, "Fatherhood is real cool and the kid looks like me so she better not let nothing happen to him or I’ma kill the bitch." cont. cont. Sudden twitch to the roll of the wheel, trained steel stained blue puts punk on the wall for some trumped up call from precinct 101. Monday at 3, the baby's mother waits, Jr. in her arms, patiently at the door, doesn't know what she misses. Locked into the routine, a project queen. Supreme rode off into the sunset with a 3 to 6 all his own. Took a week for her to find out, a minute to promise devotion, her life on hold as Supreme calls checking on his boy (and the baby's mother). Life on the outside ain't even worth it. Shit. Who screwed whom? There’s not enough room in the pen for them both to stay locked into their little worlds they will. Leather gear, X skullie, Size 2 Docs. Man, Jr.’s the fliest shit in nursery care. Paid for by W.I.C., so who's getting dicked? Who reigns supreme? Chrome So let’s be done with this. You said "I want you, I don’t want another, I want a girl who knows how to suffer." Chalk down my hands, I need to work the bars dry. So now you’re in the middle of someone terrible and you’re carrying a tiny crucible. Every raw boy want relief. You tough guys with the glass jaws, your pins, your backstage laws, your French positions, your stripper damage. It’s more than you can hide, more than you can manage. I’m done with the dark boys, through with the dark boys, done with the dark boys, I swear you’ll be the last one. I’m done with the dark boys, through with the dark boys, done with the black cotton mafia. You dream of a girl with silver skin, you dream of a girl cooled and thinned. She’s gone a bit blue around the edges. You want a girl who sucks her thumb when she comes, you’re just looking for a clean sleep. She doesn’t want to see you, she wants to be seen by the cameras, the crews and the soft machines. You want a girl who could suck the chrome. You’re so rocked and wrapped in anguish, some little tragedy I’m slow to extinguish. Watching the suitors stagger home, now I’m butcher, now you’re bone. I’m done with the dark boys, through with the dark boys, done with the black cotton mafia. I’m done with the dark boys, through with the dark boys, done with the dark boys, I swear you’ll be the last one. It’s documented, tequila scented. You want a girl who’s pale and bled, you want a girl who’s easily led. Her slim hips, your tight grip, tell me it doesn’t hurt just a little bit boy. Come in, copy, she doesn’t read you, she fed the hand that bit her, she doesn’t need you. Your fill-in girls, your soft metal foxes, your white receipts, your big, black boxes. Life doesn’t mean telling lies, it means enduring what you despise. I’m done with the dark boys, through with the dark boys, done with the dark boys, I swear you’ll be the last one. I’m done, I’m through. New York Nights Mind numbing, mentally crushing, membrane sloshing noise. Manhattan rumbled through night and I never knew that. Had suspected, had read it on t–shirts: ‘The city that never sleeps.' But didn't need to believe it. The onliest sound I believed was the train pulling out, heard from ‘bout 6 blocks away. That was an all night sound. Smooth, not chatter. ' The noise was too noisy. I mean noisier than noise had to be. Noisier than the splash sound of the shore upon the roar of a 757 taking the summer route. Upon mom vex cause little kids don't listen. Noise bigger than blockbuster videos playing in the next room at the 4am matinee and the phone...that was just noise. I mean noisier than noise should be. Not ear deafening, mind numbing, mentally crushing, membrane sloshing noise. Keithie and his boys walked and talked shit nights but it was always distinct, not chatter.... 'n' jersey girls didn't giggle at the freaks, 'talianos sucking Corona bottles making crashes fill the street, never plugged the void of my nights because the void was silence. Over in Bushwick, the ice cream man pulled his truck over while, shall we say, he got his popsickle sucked. He pulled over his truck but the song kept on, all day, all night. The song means the ice cream guy’s gettin' some - it don't even mean ice cream. 'Cause they hear the song and there’s no guy selling ice cream from the truck. 'Sides, who got money to be giving kids every time they hear the song woven between the sounds of car horns and latin rhythms. And the ice cream guy gets death threats. cont. cont. Gotta get me a token, make the rumble of the ‘A’ my lullaby. Gotta escape to the womb of my room. I never believed in New York nights. I never slept in Manhattan before. 21 years,16 by the shore. It may have taken a while to get used to the silence, the absence of sound through night at my home but I’ve never slept in Manhattan before. It hurts. It is hurting my head as I write this. It is making my mind squeeze itself through a tiny doorway onto a massive stage where sound is disconnected from action. Each render themselves tiles in the mosaic. Pretty is the picture from far away. Gotta get me a token, make the rumble of the ‘A’ my lullaby. Gotta escape to the womb of my room. I never believed in New York nights. Each tone drifts against the next with nowhere it would rather be. No desire of dominance, no call to signify nothing. Gotta get me a token, make the rumble of the ‘A’ my lullaby. Gotta escape to the womb of my room. I never believed in New York nights. Don't Look Back I hide myself. Leave no trace in this cold dawn. Come for me in this lost hour. This is a game too far. Don’t look back at the closed door. I feel the heat. The game is here. I feel it like nothing else now. I hear you call in this cold dawn. I know you're near in this lost hour.
BOOM CHA!!!
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